life

I'm forcing back my tears, I'm trying not to cry. I'm wearing a fake smile, When inside I want to die, My laugh it sounds so empty. My eyes are cold and worn. I watch you happily out there, While my heart is being torn. Every time i thinking of you, My world just falls apart. Every night I cry to sleep, And mend my broken heart. I've tried to keep my hopes up, I say "I willing wait for you". But every day all I can do, Is try to steal a glance. Before I was your everything, But now I'm just a stranger. When you said goodbye, It felt like the end. I know I must move on now, Find someone new like you. But one thing is for certain My love will remain true, And even if your heart can't accept me. Mine's under your control, My hopes and dreams are shattered, But I'd give you my own soul. I'm tired lerh .