my feeling for tml training

i m very scare cuz when bball training i really donno wad to do .. i m olways so blur n stupid .. i don wish to trouble ppl but wawd cn i do ... i just don understand ..n the slow learner inside this cca ... i hope tml i cn done without anyone hlp :) i want to make friend with them but i just not dare i donno why maybe i scare .. or i hum bah :(